Hi! It’s 1 AM right now and I have not slept yet. I am sleepy of course, but I just don’t want to go to sleep. I still want to play with some of my friends and also by myself so here I write something. Ok, as far as I realize, I am an over thinker person and yes, that’s-not-good. But by that sometimes I get the answer of the question that I can’t just ask to anyone. And sometimes most of them are the correct one but still, maybe I am better not to do it.
Being a girl is something complicated, isn’t it? Or it is just me? I get jealous easily with everyone because I think that I can’t be as good as them. I ever wrote a comment on an actress in Instagram that I felt so jealous with her perfect life and I said that I wanted to be like her. Yes, why not? She is an actress, a model, she is smart, beautiful, independent, and she also studies abroad and all good things else. I think why is it on earth I don’t want to be like her? But few minutes after I wrote the comment, a notification showed up on my phone. Someone just replied it. She/he replied “be your self, you’re even better”. OH-MY-GOD!
IS SHE/HE SERIOUS? I mean, I have heard the “be your self” quote for million times but here, should I just be myself when someone is so much perfect? This was something. Maybe she/he was right and I am so glad having her/his replied. She/he reminded me to bless my life however it is. I was also ever in that position. That people just overestimate me. But sure, you have to now that I am far away from that thought.
You just amaze for something that you rarely see. I don’t like both of being overestimate or even underestimate. That’s irritating me so much. So can everybody please stop that? Let’s just learn to be a better person from we were yesterday. Let what’s good in me motivates you to be better and I learn the best from you too. And let the bad one be the thing that you don’t want to be and I learn to not to be bad as well.
Sometimes I feel like I am nothing. But seeing everyone is being so kind, I know that I mean something for them. And this is more than enough. I am so thankful to the person who replied my comment because if she/he didn’t, then I will still admire anyone else’s life than mine. And for you who always being so nice with me, I can’t be more blissful to have each and every one of you. Thank-you-soooo-much. 🙂